Another year

Another school year comes to an end and it seems that it has been awhile since I have blogged. This summer I am not moving, at least not physically. I do hope I am moving though- that I am moving into a time in my life that I do things that are just for me and that are actually good for me. I still feel stuck at times. Stuck in this place where I am discovering the life that God has created for me and yet wondering how do I get there and do I have what it takes to make that big leap that moves me from where I am now to where I need to be.
I know my heart has strayed. I know that the Father stands waiting with His arms wide open for me to run into. I know that He waits that way for me everyday and it is up to me to decide if I want to run into those arms or run the other direction. One thing I do know for sure is that I can't do it on my own anymore.
I desire to be in community. I desire to use my gifts to love people. To serve people. I desire to be pushed past the point of comfort.
Oh God put a burden on my heart for you.